"If champagne's for celebrating, then i'll have a martini."

that means i really need to get loaded on LOTS of martinis or something haha.

i've never been the studious type or the kind who cares much about studies (though some think otherwise, seriously some do) but i find myself feeling a teeny-weeny bit worried and a whole lotta uneasy about how my results are gonna turn out.

i keep sighing la since the last paper. i know wallowing in self-pity is a disgusting behaviour but i'm only gonna do it for, maybe, half a day more haha. after which i'll do a 180-turn, suck it up and move on.

SO I WILL GET OVER IT and you don't have to deal with this emo shit any longer.

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okay, half a day's gone now so i'm (almost) over it. am going to paint the town red in a while and indulge myself at swissotel with the chocolate buffet. YAY! not.

how come i still don't feel happy? okay, happy thoughts, happy thoughts.

Labels: freakin' future, hate school, town

Sunday, May 06, 2007 22:06

woke up this morning with random thoughts about my future in my head - What am I gonna do after school, What job should I take on in the future, What life do I want to lead. that, cuckoo or cuckoo?

anyway, i so wanna quit school and travel around on a jetplane. wanna hop all over the globe, twice, thrice, many times over. stay a week in Prague, bask under the Bali's sun next, saunter down the numerous rows of shops in Paris several hours later, breathe in the crisp air in Canada, admire the rolling green hills in Ireland, the week after. whatever. JUST! WANT! TO! FREAKIN'! TRAVEL!

and i definitely want to be in athens on the twenty-third and see my darlings kick some Milan butts in the finals. go Reds! (:

okay, bubble's burst. monday's here already. i gotta sleep soon cause i don't wanna be late then waste nine bucks, taking a cab down to school (again X 4). the stash has dwindled down to a very pathetic sum, definitely not gonna last the week comfortably.


But I don't mind
As long as there's a bed
Beneath the stars that shine

I'll be fine
If you give me a minute
A man's got a limit
I can't get a life
If my heart's not in it

Labels: freakin' future, school, travel