had major mugging cramming sessions the past one and a half weeks and now, i'm just burnt out. R said if i go into the exam hall with the right state of mind, with shitloads of confidence, half the battle is won. haha i swaggered my way to my seat okay, howzat for confidence. i'd better get my 50% for all my papers but that's unlikely cause ten minutes into the papers and i felt totally facked.

and yesterday, though it was the last day of the horrible exam period, it was sucky as hell. i'm still pretty pissed at the school, i mean chemistry AND physics together? c'mon, that's six freakin' hours of freakin' science! God, it was no wonder i zoned out during the chem paper.

so after all that, i'm just screwed. i'm totally banking on conditional promos, think i've been a good girl all-year round. Santa, i really WANT to be promoted, i don't wanna stay back. the though of it scares me shitless. if that happens, i'm gonna beg my parents to send me to aussie or someplace happy.

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