usually i'm not like this,
can you tell?

i couldn't sleep well last night, kept waking up almost every hour. i'm uncertain as to what the real cause is - whether it's the impending results on friday or it's because i knew something was gonna end. or more like because i knew i had to end something.

no use wasting time and feelings. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . but but but argh nevermind, no use wasting time and feelings. no use wasting.

shouldn't have fucking suggested to watch HJNTIY, only made it sooner ): ): ): ):

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knn tuition tomorrow. my tutee better not eff with me, i will not have the patience.

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i need to run, i need peace of mind, you never reply, that's a good thing right. i need to run now.